so why is it that when i'm drinking wine (second glass, swear, promise, maybe not, but still love me, k? promise? pinky promise? k. k.) i write the best emails?
er, i am SO not feelin this crazy snow coming. just sayin. i gots to work tomorrow, and this snow? yikes. they make it sound so bad.
but i don't believe them.
what else starts with a D? dairy. and you know what? the dairy department? is so the shiz at jewel. and not too much at dominicks.
even tho dominicks is so bliggin it's ridic.
i'm thinking i shouldn't post this, bc i sound a tad bit looney, but really? what fun is sane?
that make any sense?
basically, this is what happens when you leave me home alone. i blog. like a lunatic. and i read. like a maven. sp? anyone? bueller?
also? i'm turning off the news. very. scary. news. "if you hear gunfire, run the other way. that's what i told my kids."
uhm, ya think?
my heart is breakin so much i can't watch anymore. here i am on my nifty new laptop in my comfy home and here i hear that 17 teenagers have been killed in chicago.
and another man shot his ex girlfriend.
sorry if i'm debby downer. but really? i am scared. of the world. of the people in this world. mostly of me, bc what have i done? what CAN I DO?????
advice, please. any chi town gals out there (and guys, bc i don't hate) that can tell me how i could help... beyond donating online...
and btw? i feel so disconnected from the world, and this IS SO NOT me sayin, yo give me props! for donating! yay me! it's me saying...
what. can. i. do. bc i feel like i should (SHOULD) be doing more and yet... i don't know HOW. and that to me is the saddest part. imagine how many people are out there who don't know HOW but WANT TO.
how can i help?
and seriously, i am a flake, but if you remind me and tell me and comment i swear it will settle in. i try to do so much good but sometimes life gets the better of me.
ever consider that phrase? "gets the better of me". that seems so sad to me.
i want the WORLD to get the better of me.
k? got it? get the better of me. it's the only part worth havin.